Friday, April 14, 2006


Please... somebody enlighten me.

It's like... humans are really not as great as we all hope to be.

Some people are just better at deceiving than others... they make you think that they're such wonderful people... then *poof* they disappear... they don't call... they don't write... and they definately will not miss you as much as you miss them.

And then there are those people who only think about themselves... and they blow hot and cold. They make you think they are really nice and caring... then all of the sudden, you look deeper and they seem to only think about themselves.

The funniest kind has to be those who criticize others. It's like when you get this pimple on your nose... these kind of people just HAVE to... HAVEEEE to point it out and say it aloud... like, "Aiyoooo... you have a pimple on your nose... it's so red and juicy!"... and they make you more self-conscious than you already are. I mean.. COME ON... you never see pimple before, is it?! You think I dunno that there is a giantantic pimple on my nose, is it??? You think I'm BLIND???

Same for those who say it in your face, "you are so skinny/fat/short". You think Moses Lim doesn't know he is FAT meh??? But must you say it out aloud in front of him?? You're just showing how dumb you are. It's like I have really long hair up to my waist... then one day, my hair is only till my shoulders... and you ask, "you cut your hair, is it?".

... *looks at you*...

"No... it fell off."

And why do people get into relationships and then they don't put in the effort? You like somebody... you want to be with them... but you don't spend enough time with them... and the relationship just dies off. Why does this even happen? Explain.

I also wonder about those people who plays with your mind. Mind games are dangerous. They make you think of all sorts of stuff... and then you feel insecure of yourself... and they make you feel unsure of all the events that are happening... and they make you lose your appetite and your sleep... they make you think of them every single moment... and they leave you alone to do it by yourself. This is the kind of people I hate most.

Do these people take PLEASURE in other people's pain & suffering?

Are they normal??

Or should they just die & rot in hell... nahhhhhhhhhhh... we don't wish for that to happen to them... but at least, we can just tell them to leave us alone.. and go away to play those games on their own.

... Bloody Psychos....

Sunday, April 09, 2006


I was having this conversation with a dear friend of mine in MSN. And then it led to self-inflicting thoughts and depression and things like that.

So now, I'm wondering... can you tell if somebody is suffering from depression?

I mean... it's like the person suffering from depression might appear normal on the outside... she can laugh and she can joke, but you never know what they're doing behind closed doors... like cutting themselves with a knife to see how much it bleeds... hitting themselves to see how much pain they can take... silently just hating themselves and the world around them.

Now that I think about it... it's scary. One day, you see your best friend well and alive... then another day, she's dead. And you wished that you could have done something to help... ... if ONLY YOU KNEW.

So... there are thoughts like:

"I so fat/thin/short/ugly... nobody will love me"
"Why am I so stupid/dumb... everybody says it... it must be true"
"My love left me... I must be a horrible person"

If you are thinking like this... or if you know somebody who is thinking this way... tell yourself or the person - STOP!

It is important to control your mind.

It's not that hard!

The mind has as much potential to be a medication as it has to be a poison. When you use it to concentrated on the right thoughts, and supported by right effort and understanding, the effect you can produce is so great. A mind with pure and wholesome thoughts can lead to healthy, relaxed living.

The Buddha has said, "No enemy can harm one as much as one's own thoughts of craving, thoughts of hate, thoughts of jealousy and so on".

So we should all turn your mind inwards, and try to find pleasure within yourself.


I read in a book before:

Calmness is not Weakness.

A man with a calm attitude at all times demonstrates himself as a Man of Culture.

It is not too hard for one to be calm when things are favourable, but it is indeed hard to be composed when things go wrong.

This quality is difficult to achieve, but it is definately WORTH achieving... becuz by exercising such calm and control, you can build Strength of Character.


So true, right?

Therefore, I have lived in a family who gave me so much freedom that I could have easily done wrong.

I could be a gangsta, right now...
Drug Dealer or Social Escort...

I could be in jail for beating someone up...
Coughing up blood or Snorting up drugs...

But am I?

No I'm not.

I choose to live my life without regrets. And I tell myself that in everything I do, make sure I do it right... and be guilt-free.

I will not think that I'm ugly... becuz I'm such a nice person it's hard to be ugly. And as I have shamelessly stated in my previous blog entries... ... Wit, Charm & Sex Appeal... are all you need to get thru life. Nobody is born with these 3 oh-so-impt qualities... but you can definately train yourself to have it.

... be confident... be self-assured... and be yourself. No point always trying to please other people and neglecting to praise yourself once in a while.

But of course... like they say... too much confidence is arrogance.

And well... i AM arrogant... hahahahahahha...

I am the best amongst the rest. Bow down and kiss my feet, you peasants!


... so TAKE THAT!!!

*posts a chio bu picture of myself*

Thursday, April 06, 2006


... it's just simply TOO amazing to be true... and I do not know what to call it...

Are you READY to WITNESS this?!

Do you REALLY want to see this?!?!

... This is done... with no tricks.... ... it's au natural... ...

... no photoshop skills...

... no artificial props are used...

My brother told me that he woke up one day... looking like this... ... ... (sadly no, he did not turn into a woman. Altho he deserves to be for having those small little red pouty lips and curly eyelashes)... ... ...

Watch... and be amazed by.. ... ...




Yeah... WOW, right?!?!?!

I mean... he didn't use water... or gel... and he didn't even do anything to his hair! He is not even hanging upside down!

All he did was go to bed at night... and wake up in the morning!


This will go down in history... and his amazing hair will be remembered by all who is reading this blog...


Tuesday, April 04, 2006

me... Me... and ME...

Everything is about ME today. You wanna know why? CUZ I'm SICK!

I had a fever of 38.4 degrees... and I have runny nose and a slight sore throat.... on top of that, the doctor thinks I have DENGUE...

(o_O) ... waddahell...

And the doctor gave me 4 kinds of medicine to take. And the nurse is telling me, "This is for your fever. This is for your runny nose and it will cause drowsiness. This is for your phlegm and it will cause drowsiness. This is for your sore throat and it will cause drowsiness."

So.... yeah... I was in a coma for a whole day. I slept from 10am all the way till today 10am. Man... tat's like 24 hours... try and beat that. And the funny thing is... I still feel drowsy....


It's like going out and get drunk... and having a hangover till now.

But one GOOD thing that came out of this... ... I slept my way to a nicer complexion!!!


ARGH!!!... I have to work tomorrow....