Friday, April 10, 2009

Bird Brain Humans

Went to Chinatown just now to collect our Hong Kong tickets & his mother tagged along. When looking for a parking lot, he wanted to park near the staircase but there were no available lots around.

Then he wanted to park in the season parking lot which is reserved whole day even on Sunday and Public Holidays. I didn't want to risk getting a summon, and spotted this parking lot (for the public, not season parking) which was like... 3 lots away from the 'illegal' lot which he wanted to park. I told him about it, but he ignored me. Then he cursed the car that was parked beside him becuz apparently the driver didn't park properly or something.

So I spotted another public lot and told him to park there. Then he said, "i dun wan you all to walk so far". And I was like, "far meh?? it's just there".... ... and that was like... JUST opposite.... like only 5-10 steps (depending whether you take adult steps or baby steps) more to walk to cross the carpark street.

And actually nothing was wrong until his mother had to say, "SHE dun kw how to appreciate"... wat the fark lor?!?! where did that come from?!?!? I dunno how to appreciate?!?!?! I dunno how to appreciate WHAT?!?! exactly what I dunno how to appreciate?!?!?!

I mean, how farking big can a carpark be? Just 5-10 steps to cross the carpark street, very far meh?! 5-10 steps VERY DAMN FAR MEH??? and excuse me... when he said, "i dun wan you all to walk so far".... it should be translated into, "i dun wan MY MOTHER to walk so far". And again... 5-10 steps to cross the carpark street is too much for your mother to handle?????? In that case, then why bother to bring her out and make her walk from Chinatown OG to People's Park? Isn't that even MORE torturing for her??? And how come when we were in People's Park, she was so energetic in walking around & shopping for things?

And all these while, he was thinking for his mother, I was actually concerned about him. My biggest mistake was that I was worried that he would get a summon for parking in the season parking lot. And for some phantom reason in her own imagination, I DUNNO HOW TO APPRECIATE HER SON. I dunno how to appreciate wat, I also dunno. And then she still dare to give me that disgusted face and tell me not to anyhow throw tantrum.


watever lah, ok? watever.

So everyone can see the pattern now.

He is concerned for his mother for walking 5-10 steps more, and I'm concerned for him in getting a summon for parking in the season parking lot, but then I become the evil bitch becuz I dunno how to appreciate and becuz I throw tantrum. And in the first place, all I said was "far meh?? it's just there".

they all behave as if i'm the unappreciative tantrum bitch. but really, they are the ones who are bird-brains for not seeing the whole picture.

out of the blue, i'm unappreciative.

IN THE VERY FIRST PLACE, the kindness wasn't even demonstrated for ME. it was for HIS MOTHER. and then i was just being concerned about him getting a summon, so i directed him to a public lot which was 5-10 steps away and she called me UNAPPRECIATIVE and then showed me a disgusted face & told me not to throw tantrum. then wat? you rather your son get a summon, is it?!?!?!?!

wat the fark.

ok lor, next time ask your son to drop you off DIRECTLY at the shopping complex while we go and look for carpark lot. then you won't have to walk that 5-10 steps more. i tell you what i think, i totally feel that she is just taking everybody for granted.

even with me, she said some farked up things to me before and that's becuz she didn't want to walk too far to the car. There was this time when I was doing her a favor by driving her to work while her son was overseas. The car was parked at the next block. And in the morning, while walking towards the car, she said to me, "actually i saw some empty parking lots just below our block yesterday, and i thought of telling you to go get the car and park below so we dun have to walk to far this morning but then i think to myself that you sure VERY LAZY to do that, so i didn't tell you". *breathes deeply*... so i told her to wait below the block while i go get the car myself... then i will drive towards her to pick her up. So is she APPRECIATING me? This is totally called TAKING ADVANTAGE of me... and adding MEAN WORDS to it as well.

i had it.

this is not the 1st time she said such things to me already. and all these while, i kept silent and never talk back to her. i'm sick of having to stand up for myself all the time while that asshole hides in the shadows and watch the drama. and the worst part was that he joined forces with his mother and also thought that i was in the wrong.